He pointed to the French guns, which had
been taken out of the gun-carriages, and were hurriedly moving away.
On the French side, smoke rose among the
groups that had cannons. One puff, a second and a third almost at the same
instant; and at the very moment when they heard the sound of the first shot,
there rose the smoke of a fourth; two booms came one after another, then a
third.
“Oh, oh!”
moaned Nesvitsky, clutching at the hand of the officer of the suite, as though
in intense pain. “Look, a man has fallen, fallen, fallen!”
“Two, I
think.”
“If I were
Tsar, I’d never go to war,” said Nesvitsky, turning away.
The French cannons were speedily loaded
again. The infantry in their blue tunics were running towards the bridge. Again
the puffs of smoke rose at different intervals, and the grape-shot rattled and
cracked on the bridge. But this time Nesvitsky could not see what was happening
at the bridge. A thick cloud of smoke had risen from it. The hussars had
succeeded in setting fire to the bridge, and the French batteries were firing
at them now, not to hinder them, but because their guns had been brought up and
they had some one to fire at.
The French had time to fire three volleys
of grape-shot before the hussars got back to their horses. Two were badly
aimed, and the shot flew over them, but the last volley fell in the middle of
the group of hussars and knocked down three men.
Rostov, absorbed by his relations with Bogdanitch, stepped on the bridge,
not knowing what he had to do. There was no one to slash at with his sword
(that was how he always pictured a battle to himself), and he could be of no
use in burning the bridge, because he had not brought with him any wisps of
straw, like the other soldiers. He stood and looked about him, when suddenly
there was a rattle on the bridge, like a lot of nuts being scattered, and one
of the hussars, the one standing nearest him, fell with a groan on the railing.
Rostov ran up
to him with the others. Again some one shouted. “Stretchers!” Four men took
hold of the hussar and began lifting him up. “Oooo! … Let me be, for Christ’s
sake!” shrieked the wounded man, but still they lifted him up and laid him on a
stretcher. Nikolay Rostov turned away, and began staring into the distance, at
the waters of the Danube, at the sky, at the
sun, as though he were searching for something. How fair that sky seemed, how
blue and calm and deep. How brilliant and triumphant seemed the setting sun.
With what an enticing glimmer shone the water of the faraway Danube.
And fairer still were the far-away mountains that showed blue beyond the
Danube, the nunnery, the mysterious gorges, the pine forests, filled with mist
to the tree-tops … there all was peace and happiness.… “There is nothing,
nothing I could wish for, if only I were there,” thought Rostov. “In myself alone and in that sunshine
there is so much happiness, while here … groans, agonies, and this uncertainty,
this hurry.… Here they are shouting something again and again, all of them are
running back somewhere, and I’m running with them, and here is it, it, death
hanging over me, all round me.… One instant, and I shall never see that
sunshine, that water, that mountain gorge again.…” At that moment the sun went
behind the clouds; more stretchers came into view ahead of Rostov. And the terror of death and of the
stretchers, and the loss of the sunshine and life, all blended into one
sensation of sickening fear.
“Good God, Thou who art in
that sky, save and forgive, and protect me,” Rostov whispered to
没有评论:
发表评论